RJ 27/01/1989 Friday
What’s up duck?
Today we FINALLY went to Barra, me, Keyla, Lu. We arranged to meet Barbosa at midday, in front of Caça e Pesca. Barbosa arrived and I begged everyone to go to Barrabella. Off we went, Barrabella is very near Caça e Pesca. I wanted to see Wagner or Gustavo but neither were there. The water was freezing and the sun was boiling! I couldn’t stand staying in the water or the sun for very long. We stayed on the beach till 5. The bus back, 234, was packed, for a change. A cute guy with blue eyes kept staring all the way, so nice! He looked 15/16 years old, but it’s ok for bus flirting. Swoon!
It’s a fucking nightmare going to Barra by bus. The boys from my street (Wagner’s friends) are always cat calling me. Today Flavio walked past and called me tasty, actually he screamed. I was really embarrassed, everyone was out and heard it. What a bunch of dickheads, instead of getting to know me, becoming friends, they do this stupid shit!
Today I dreamt with Gino and Gustavo in Brasilia. But they were the same person, I mean, sometimes it was Gino’s face, then it was Gustavo’s. It was crazy! When I was about to tell Gustavo I wanted to be with him, he’d become Gino, when I was going to kiss Gino he turned into Gustavo. I was a bit paranoid after that!