BSB 01/01/1988 Saturday – New Year at the farm
New Year, nothing new. On the 28th me, Nica, Patricia, Bocao, Luciana, aunt Jo and uncle Guilherme and went to uncle’s farm. We stayed there until this afternoon. We spent new year there, I drank only a little but the bed was spinning when I went to sleep. It was low key, but nice, calm, different…
I rode a horse, it was awesome! I sunbathed, ate a lot. I had to put with Bocão trying to be my boyfriend for two days, he said he wanted to be with me until I left. I paid no attention and told him to get lost from the start. I heard this talk a lot in ’87, especially at the end and already the year starts like this? I think it’s my destiny to like boys who don’t like me (do you really think Rodrigo liked me? I fucking doubt it!) and have to put up with fools who think I’m the ideal woman. I think the only one who really liked me and always will like me is Marcos, the rest (feel the list): William, Andre, Luis Antonio, Carlinhos, Bocao – it was just minor lust. Gino, Rodrigo and Henrique would never feel even half. All three once declared themselves. Henrique I tried to play hard to get and fucked it up, I cheated on Gino because I didn’t think he liked me and Rodrigo only said things when he was high. I’m never going to find anyone. Great start to the year.
You should have seen me on the horse. We were galloping, me on the back of Nica, not really holding on to anything. Amazing fun!
As you like statistics, I smoked 32 spliffs in 1987, an average of 2.7 per month.