BSB 28/12/1987 Monday
Continuing the last subject, William, when sober and high spent 5 days hammering at me with the same talk, I only resisted for two days and started staying with him, him saying he liked me. It must be because I’m leaving. But then it all cooled off after Christmas and I just left it. Then I found out he did the same thing with Nica and then he came to me saying I didn’t really like him. Once Nica told me what he’d been saying to her I just thought, “fuck that stoner”.
I think he said all this to Nica because he knew she’d come running to tell me. He never went back to her. I don’t understand that boy.
RODRIGO
Our crazy love story had an unhappy ending. His parents decided to spend Christmas in Patos, at the last minute, and they left on Thursday. On Weds evening everyone who was still in the city – Patricia and brother and sister, Andre, William, Carlinhos, Ascle, Renata, Junior – went to Beb’s. Junior drank lots and was crying because of Luciana, Ana Amelia’s brother is in love with her! I was a mess because Rodrigo was leaving the next day and I wouldn’t be able to say goodbye properly, fortunately I was still with William on that day so at least I wasn’t alone. We took Patricia, Bocão and Luciana home, they were also going away the next day. Renata stuck to Rodrigo and wouldn’t let him go. I said goodbye to Rodrigo’s sister, after much to and from Renata went home, I gave Rodrigo three pecks and I left feeling awful. Then Rodrigo comes running (everyone had left) and said:
Did you think I’d leave like this?
Yeah, I did!
Well, you thought wrong, I may be a prick but I’m not that much of a prick.
I had so much to say but I couldn’t because he had to go, he gave me a perfume bottle (Absynto) and I gave him a big kiss, it said everything that needed to be said, then he said lots of things and left… Forever!
The next day (24th) Renata kept talking about Rodrigo, nothing else, and because I wanted to talk about him I told her he gave me the perfume as a goodbye present. I wish I could say more about him to other people.