BSB 09/11/1987 Monday

BSB 09/11/1987 Monday

Last night William and I went to Pontão, we talked and kissed. But I think it was just yesterday. I don’t know, he’s a bit crazy. Renatinha, Renata, Aninha and Nica are flirting with him. And it’s not a persecution complex; you can ask anyone. The passion I felt for Rodrigo came and went like smoke! So weird… After his sexist talks (a woman’s place is by the cooker) and other reactionary talk it was like magic. Odd that with me he was quite delicate, understanding and soft in a way only men can be but when everyone else is around he’s the opposite.

With William is different, he’s psychedelic, bucolic, different vibe. He’s distant, enigmatic and speaks in code all the time. He seems naughty but it’s all mouth and no trousers. It’s hard to figure him out, I need to know him better.

On Tuesday me, Nica and Renata skipped class and Alexandra and went to Marcos’ to play truth or dare. Nica declared her love for Marcos and he said he liked me. Nica was not happy.