BSB 22/11/1985 Friday
We arrived at school at 8 and the bus left at 8:30. The first thing we did was swim as it was very hot… At the start of the day, Riba, Henrique, Fabiane, Karine and I kept drowning each other. Then the four of them were getting on too well for my liking and I went to stay with Lara. Then we left the pool and I asked Orlando and Johny and Lara for a swim. Then we were all together. At some point the four of them walked away from everyone and they called me and Johny, but he didn’t want to go, Riba wanted me to go and the two of them were pushing me, then Riba gave up and the four of them went wherever…
We swam more, left the pool, and the four of them came back and went back to the pool. Then I went to the canteen and stayed there with Orlando and Johny. Then I got really upset and nearly cried. Johny gave me a big hug to cheer me up…
Then we played war horses, pyramid, until we dropped! Then Henrique started messing about with Fabiane, and me. Then he went to talk to Pat F and they left the pool. It started to rain and me, Orlando, Lara, Jonhy, Karina, Fabiane and Riba stayed in the pool. Riba was trying to get off with me. We left the pool and had a shower. Henrique and Pat disappeared and Fabiane was all worried. Then it was time to go and Henrique asked me to sit with him and we were gossiping about Fabiane and Pat F. I started talking to Arthur who was standing next to me, and Henrique got up and told him to get off with me. Arthur and I just kept on chatting, then Henrique took him out of his seat. Then Henrique went to sit with Pat F (I kicked him out), and Riba sat with me and kept pestering me.
When we were near school, the bus took a sharp turn, Orlando fell on top of me and I nearly died. In school I was with people in the auditorium, from our play, also Henrique, Arthur, Riba and Roberto. We were there for ages. Johny and Riba were pretend fighting to see who would hug me. I then went to the gym with Orlando and Johny to return the basketball, and Johny tried to kiss me, with Orlando’s help, but I didn’t let him. I got mad and went back to the auditorium. I went backstage, Arthur held my hand and asked me who I like, I said I’d tell him later, after rehearsal, but also asked who wanted to know, he said there’s a boy who likes me. We rehearsed, the teacher was hysterical.
I then went to talk to Arthur, and we walked hugging, he told me I like Henrique and that he likes me. I actually believed him at the time. But Henrique got off with all the girls in the club, except me! I wanted to say he treats me differently, either because he loves me or he hates me. And Arthur saying all sorts of things about Henrique, then he left. Then comes Riba and he hugs me, so Henrique ran and hugged Pat Lima.
Just before Henrique crossed the road to go his way, he asked me if I was going out with Arthur, I said I was just talking to him, he wanted to know what about, he said he tells me everything and I tell him nothing, blackmail! I didn’t say anything and went my way with Orlando, he paid my bus fare, Natacha came too.
I told Orlando that I’m always telling Henrique I like him, but for him not to take it seriously. Orlando was staring out of the window after that and nearly missed his stop…
Henrique and Riba were coming here this evening, then he called me and said he couldn’t come. He asked again what I was talking about with Arthur. I asked him what he was talking about with Arthur (they were talking to each other at some point), then he said he was talking about a girl, and I said we were talking about a boy, that he likes me and that I like him. He then said ‘How funny, he told me the same’. He said ‘the girl we were talking about was you’ and I said ‘the boy he was talking about was you’. Then he mumbled something and said it was nonsense, and there was silence. And then he changed the subject. I don’t know, I’m really confused now. Either way, it was a great day, I found out that Arthur is a really cool guy, that Jonhy is a pervert, Riba is hanger-on and that I’m really going to miss Caseb.
I’m all burned, as I was by the pool for most of the day, I’m really hurting. I went out in the evening for a bit, but was very tired. I went to tell Ana Amelia about today, William and Junior were there too. Renata was going out, but she was down for a bit too, her and Junior pestering William and I. I wasn’t in a good mood so I went home.