BSB 30/01/1988 Saturday
Friday night the gang went to Espaço, including Gino and Rodrigo. Me and Rodrigo were so close to kissing in front of everyone and confessing our secret romance. We couldn’t stop staring at each other! Everything I picked up I was dropping. Gino was a bit suspicious, but thankfully he thought I was staring at Andre! I was at one end of the table and Rodrigo at the other end, face to face! We came back and kept staring when we were at the I block. When I left I pecked him 10 times to try and say to wait for me later but failed to communicate. Me, Negão and Gino went to Gino’s. Marlene (his maid) tried to kick me out, Negão says she likes him. It was bad. Gino told her to take a look at herself and nearly hit her. Negão tried to calm her down and I asked Gino to come with me to buy cigarettes (it was late) and I wanted to see if Rodrigo was around. We bumped into Cleiton, he said Rodrigo and Carlinhos were out somewhere.
I thought he wouldn’t be back anytime soon, nor would he go to my block. I was very wrong. Now comes the worst part. Thinking that Rodrigo wouldn’t come I decided to stay at Gino’s. Me and Gino slept in his mum’s bedroom with the door locked as we didn’t want the maid to know we were there… I was having a cigarette out the window and we saw Rodrigo under the block. I got back in and thought a little and was building up courage. Gino said “Rodrigo is going”, I said I needed to talk to him and got dressed. Gino kept saying Rodrigo would know I was in his house and I said I’d say I’d seen him from my window then Gino said “But he’s already gone”. I said I would make sure, I needed to speak to him, I got down and nothing! I went crazy inside! I swallowed my anger, went back up, looked at Gino and thought life isn’t so bad… I forgot about Rodrigo and only me and Gino existed until 5am. It’s getting better and… I don’t have everything I want but I want everything I have. I told Gino that Rodrigo likes Luciana and vice-versa, which is a little bit true, because he’s been flirting with her. Poor Patricia, her boyfriend is even flirting with her sister.