BSB 07/02/1988 Sunday
On Friday afternoon Gino got done at 709, driving the car. He went to the police station and the car was impounded, big trouble, he only showed up at night and barely looked at me. This upset me and I went out to Espaço with the gang, only Gino didn’t go. We took over three tables, I drank four glasses of coke and Velho Barreiro and I was a bit high. Rodrigo started staring at me and I stared back. Everyone went home and the two of us came to mine and we smoked a spliff and we played truth or dare. He said he considered Patricia a great friend and that he had a girlfriend in Patos and another in Uberlandia. It took him an hour to tell me this, he said I’d be shocked, that I’d think he was a monster… When he told me I had a fit of laughter, I laughed so hard… I thought the situation was comical. We talked until 3:30. Rodrigo has a screw missing, he’s such a character, so lost. He doesn’t know what to do with all these girlfriends and he wants to do the right thing… Poor sod! He implied I was the only one he really liked. He talked about running away, us getting married, but all jokey… Then the phone and bell rang at 1am, but I didn’t answer. Rodrigo ordered me to visit him in Uberlandia. He said he was going to go and we just sat silently. I then went to slap him jokingly for him to answer a question, he grabbed my hand and kissed me. I asked him if he only liked me to have sex with. He got up and said he was leaving. I didn’t let him go. He said I was mad and blind. I kissed him, we kissed for a while. We couldn’t have full on sex as I have my period, but making love isn’t just penetrating, we had a shower, ate, kissed lots… He said he’d buy condoms to see what it’s like.
It was 4am and he left saying he’d come Sunday at 2am. Ok, bye.
On Saturday I spent the whole day arguing with Gino, for little things, and we only reconciled at night, just before going to Gilberto. Everyone went. We got an extra hour today as it was the last day of Summer Time. Gino left early with William. I stayed in the I block for a bit watching Rodrigo kissing Patricia and went up to Gino’s. Half one I heard some car’s engine turn on, and came home at 2. I waited 15 minutes and nothing. So I went back to Gino’s and slept there. I think the night was better this way.