BSB 01/02/1988 Monday
Irma moved out on Saturday to the F block, but me and my things stayed here, because it’s small where she is. There’s no more furniture here, only a mattress in my bedroom.
I slept with Gino on Friday, Saturday and Sunday, but next week we can’t do anything as they are the dangerous days. [NOTE: lucky I didn’t get pregnant. Why didn’t my mum got me on the pill before she left??? Abortion is illegal in Brazil but contraception isn’t]
This morning Marlene (Gino’s maid) called me and threatened me. I was finding it all amusing, I calmed hert down and we started chatting. She said she likes Gino and worse, that she’s pregnant by him. I find it hard to believe as she sleeps around with lots of people, but it could be true, so I was thinking about it. I don’t want to believe that Gino slept with her, I’m going to have a very serious talk with him. This is all I needed.
But it can’t be true, if it is, I will stay calm, I think I kinda understand… I might as well tell him about Rodrigo (joke!). Let’s get the skeletons out, after all, nobody is perfect and pure. From what Gino said he never touched her but he would hardly admit it, of course not!
Either way I’m finding it all interesting, not taking it too seriously and I’m seeing life for real, in all senses… I honestly don’t think the baby is his, my 6th sense says it’s not. But we can be mistaken and I’ll never know for sure, he would never admit it.