BSB 21/12/1987 Monday – no cocaine, thank you!
Hi! My time here is nearly over and lots happened this week. I finished with Marcos last Sunday, and after he gave me a lovely Garfield card. I soon wrote a letter saying I couldn’t be with him. My excuse not to hurt him was I don’t want to go out in secret. The truth is I don’t like him. I don’t even know who I like! Gino has been around this week and we talked a lot. He was going away on Friday and we were talking for ages before he went, he gave me his number in Cabo Frio and I gave him mine in Rio. But despite liking him I never want to see him again. It’s better to let it go now.
In the evening me, Renatinha, Negão, Andre, Ascle, Manuela, Paula, William, Rodrigo, Carlinhos, Cleiton, Fabiano, Reco, Tuira went to Beb’s. I got seriously drunk like I hadn’t been for ages, in Gino’s honour. I cried a little and vomited a lot. Rodrigo was looking after me and I said a lot of stupid things to him. He said he’d come to mine later but I was in no condition to do anything and he realised that, so he dropped me home and gave me a peck on the lips. The cocaine thing was supposed to happen that night but I was under Gino’s spell that day and had no money (well, I did have money but didn’t want to spend it on cocaine). I’ll try it when it’s free.
Last night I was talking to William until two in the morning, and he said he’s in love with me, the old bullshit chat. I told him to come and talk to me when he’s sober.