diario bsb

BSB 4/12/1987 Friday My conscience weighed so heavily that I decided to kick Rodrigo out of my life forever. The weekend before last I didn’t go out with the gang. I went out with Luciana, Carlos and Danda (Luciana’s friend’s) just so there was no temptation if I saw Rodrigo. So I escaped that time. … Read more

BSB 06/10/1987 Tuesday – Mother moved to London My mum has gone to London on Friday and now I’m alone and defenceless in this world. I’m still in the flat with Irma and Jane (the maid, she’s crazy) and Irma’s 4 year old daughter arrives tomorrow. There’s no one telling me what to do, I … Read more

BSB 28/09/1987 Monday Yesterday I went out for lunch with Tania and my mum. Tania talked about live in Europe and it got me excited. Then I drove around the embassies. Later me, Renata, William and Reginaldo got in the car, went to 403 for Reginaldo to have a shower and then we drove and … Read more

BSB 26/09/1987 Saturday It’s 8:30 and I don’t think I’m going out tonight, there’s nothing good to do. I stayed with Renata all day and we talked a lot. Our friendship had been bad because of Gino. Gino is over but our friendship shouldn’t be. We have always argued but I think that’s what makes … Read more

BSB 21/09/1987 Monday Saturday night me, Luciana, Nica, Ranfre, Negão, Erlon, Manuela, Paula, Marcus, Bocao, Andre and Patricia went to Psiu. What a bore! Everyone but me drank beer. I was feeling down because Gino is writing horrible things about me on the door to the lift. I pretend not to care but it made … Read more