Category: firstlove

BSB 13/1/1986 Monday Today I only went out for a bit in the afternoon. I got up early at 8:30 and went to the shop alone to buy a card for Beu. It’s been so long since I went out on my own. I wrote on the card, posted it, then read some magazines. I…

BSB 27/12/1985 Friday In the morning Ana and I picked up my glasses from the opticians. In the afternoon my mum took Ana, Vivi, Pedro and I to Park Shopping. I saw Riba there, with his sister and a bunch of little children. Pedro, Ana and I went ice skating, Vivi didn’t want to. We…

BSB 21/12/1985 Saturday Stayed at home all and only left at lunchtime to go to the hairdresser with Ana, for her to trim her hair. It rained all day. I thought about Henrique all day yesterday, and then I dreamt about Orlando. Three dreams where he was the protagonist. Despite us living near each other…

BSB 19/12/1985 Thursday Now the girls are gone I will die of boredom. Stayed at home all morning, then Ana and I met and talked a bit… We called Vivi. She managed to pass all 5 subjects, as Pedro helped her study, explained everything, really supported her. A miracle!!! Ana Amelia on the other hand,…

BSB 18/12/1985 Wednesday If that silly, 3rd rate proud idiot thinks I’m going to call him he’s mistaken. It’s so hard not to call him, and it’s stupid of me to be so precious, but I won’t call. He’s probably away anyway. I need to at least know if he’s in Brasilia, I don’t even…