Category: diario

RJ 24/07/1986 Thursday I felt like a monster today. I slept at Maira’s and in the middle of the night Gabriel started to cry and scream around the house. He did this for about 10 minutes, until Maira turned up. In the meantime I had the most awful thoughts while he cried! I imagined myself…

RJ 22/07/1986 Tuesday The weather had turned. It rains all day and it’s cold. Romantic weather, but I don’t think anyone interesting will turn up. Wagner, Rita’s son, is attractive. Whenever I come here we exchange meaningful looks, but he’s been away and I only saw him once, from afar. Maira, Ana (Maira’s friend) and…

RJ 20/07/1986 Sunday – Feelings I was gently forced to stay at Maira’s, for the 3rd night! I feel better at Zezé’s but it seems she prefers I stay at Maira’s, because when Maira said ‘let’s go to mine, Lelé?’, annoying Zezé just said ‘Make sure you have a shower while you are there, ok?’…

RJ 19/07/1986 Saturday – Smoking On Friday evening Maria, Gabriel and I went to a party at Gina’s (she’s Maira’s childhood friend). I didn’t really know anyone. Jeison went to a bar with friends and didn’t have a set time to pick us up. I met Fabio, a nice guy, we were talking for about…

RJ 18/07/1986 Friday – Theatre Went shopping with my mum on Tuesday and stayed in Copacabana, where my mum is staying, then we went out Shopping on Wednesday too. Two days of intense consumption. I also trimmed my hair on Weds. I have become Gabriel’s babysitter. The other day I took him out, we walked…