RJ 25/10/1988 Tuesday

RJ 25/10/1988 Tuesday I was telling the family I missed my mum and that I was worried when the phone rang. It was her! I nearly cried. I never said, Henrique wrote to me last week. He hadn’t contacted me since I moved and he wasn’t in Brasilia when I was there, and suddenly, he … Read more

RJ 23/10/1988 Sunday Bloody Sunday

RJ 23/10/1988 Sunday Bloody Sunday Don’t be surprised, it’s really me! I haven’t written due to lack of time, subject and patience. Looking at my organiser it’s easy to see how tedious my life has been. I’ve had fun but romance is lacking in my life. I sort of liked three guys but nothing happened. … Read more

RJ 02/06/1988 Saturday

RJ 02/06/1988 Saturday Hello! I’m off to Brasilia on the 5th and as I won’t risk taking you with me this is the last time I’ll write for a while… I have a bad feeling about this trip, something is going to go wrong, but I have to go. The only thing there’s no solution … Read more

RJ 27/05/1988 Saturday

RJ 27/05/1988 Saturday What a terrible day! I never felt such anguish. I’m lost and impotent to act. They poked my deepest wound. When I think about it I feel betrayed. Today I discovered that when they say the 1st love is forever it’s not a lie. It’s true! Last night I called Renata (it … Read more

RJ 13/05/1988 Friday

RJ 13/05/1988 Friday I’m listening to ‘The Wall – Pink Floyd’- Boredom! If I was in Brasilia I’d be going out to do something instead of being home remembering the past. Someone told me cultivating sadness isn’t a good thing but there’s nothing else to do but feel sad. Sometimes I’m surprised by my mind. … Read more