My journals from 1984 until now
Friburgo 25/03/1989 Saturday I got here yesterday afternoon. Zezé and Gil came up on Thursday by car and brought the rest of Maira’s things. I came by bus the next day. As soon as my aunt and uncle left I called Gustavo and asked him to come over. He was going to Saquarema. He said … Read more
RJ 20/03/1989 Monday Maira and Gabi went to Friburgo in the morning. Gustavo finally called me at 2. I called him all the names under the sun and he said he didn’t go because he went to watch some Reggae show god knows where. Wanker. I didn’t even pretend I didn’t care (like I usually … Read more
RJ 19/03/1989 Sunday Man, I haven’t had a hangover this fucked up for months! No wonder: I drank beer and wine and cachaça. I can’t think straight. Last night Kiko and Barbosa picked me up to go to the party at Kiko’s place, which is near my place. When I got there Leo, Sherlock, Deo, … Read more
RJ 15/03/1989 Wednesday 2nd and final day of the general strike. There are no buses anywhere, but some shops opened. I feel so down… Gustavo didn’t call me again. I never felt so rejected! Just as I decided to be with him, make it public, he does this. I feel used and discarded. I’m not … Read more
RJ 17/03/1989 Friday – University enrolment Yesterday and today were a marathon! It was pre-enrollment at UERF/UFRJ/CEFET. Me, Ana and Silvana were there at 10am. Ana is doing Law, Silvana is doing Graphic Design and I’m doing Language Studies & Literature. Their enrollment time was morning and mine was afternoon. Ana left with her dad … Read more