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RJ 29/04/1989 Saturday Gustavo called this morning but I was sleeping, then I called him. We were both in a bad mood and talking was difficult. He promised we’d see each other today, for sure. I broached the subject and just before we said goodbye I wished him a good weekend, making it clear I … Read more

RJ 28/04/1989 Friday I was on the phone with Gustavo for an hour yesterday, he’s in a complicated situation, moving to his dad. He called today and said he was coming here, then said he wasn’t coming because he’s got a bad cold and his mum complained about him going out. I said he didn’t … Read more

RJ 26/04/1989 Wednesday I went to the cinema with my mum on Sunday, to watch Dangerous Liaisons, what an incredible film! Gustavo called yesterday saying he hadn’t gone away and spent the weekend at the Ilha do Governador at a friend’s house (Marcelo) He decided to move in with his dad in Botafogo. I mentioned … Read more

RJ 22/04/1989 Saturday Gustavo called yesterday noon but I’m tired of talking about him all the time, so I’m changing. Just now (21:42) I called Gino. I love chatting to him on the phone. He screamed when he realised it was me, so funny. He says he can barely walk past doors because of all … Read more

RJ 21/04/1989 Friday – Brasilia’s birthday, 29 years old! He still hasn’t called. It all seems so distant, everything that happened between us. I feel numb and lost. Gustavo, I’m not that in love that you can make a fool of me! Not even Gino could do that. Gustavo thinks I’m eating off the palm … Read more